Still Walking
Through It.

I spent over 40 years inside Christianity. Not casually — deeply. I ran online ministries, taught the Bible, preached, wrote books, studied theology seriously, and spent more than 15 years working in the Bible software industry. The church wasn't just my faith. It was my world, my identity, my community, my framework for everything.

The unraveling wasn't dramatic. It was slow — and then it wasn't.

It started when what I was learning stopped fitting neatly inside the Bible's paradigm. Exposure to Human Design, new frameworks for understanding the mind and spirit, conversations I wasn't supposed to be having. Things that made too much sense to ignore. I kept expanding, and the container kept not fitting. And then, fairly quickly, it all came apart.

I didn't lose belief in something larger. I lost the certainty that I had it mapped correctly.

Where I've landed: I hold strongly to the existence of a higher power — whether we call that God, Source, the Universe, or something else entirely. I believe love is the root of it all and our highest aim. I believe Yeshua was a profound embodiment of those truths. I find truth present across traditions and hold none of it dogmatically. I'm still learning, still studying, still becoming more present to what's actually here.

The questions didn't break me. They became the road.

That's what The Work is built on — not answers I've arrived at, but a passage I'm still walking, and the honesty to say so.

Who I Am

I'm based in Jacksonville, NC — husband to Jaimie, father of five, and a grandfather. Two grown kids, two boys still at home, and a daughter named Harmony Frances who didn't stay long but left a mark that did. There's a song for her, if you want to sit with it.

I'm a 6/2 Emotional Manifesting Generator with four undefined centers — Head, Ajna, G-Center, and Heart — which means I'm not here with a fixed agenda, a mapped-out identity, or anything to prove. I'm genuinely open. That makes me a natural mirror, and for this work, that's exactly the point.

I'm also Meridian Sage — a musician who makes atmospheric, textural sound as a way of processing what doesn't yet have words. That's not separate from this work. It's part of the same thing.

What This Site Is

This is where the inner work becomes visible.

Where I write about spirituality without needing it to be tidy. Where I explore Human Design, tarot, deconstruction, consciousness, quantum physics, reincarnation and parallel lives, the nature of God, nervous system regulation and healing, and what it actually looks like to live in alignment rather than just talk about it.

I'm not here to sell you a system or hand you a new set of beliefs. I'm here to walk alongside people who are in the same kind of long middle I've been in — and to offer the kind of honest, unhurried counsel I wish I'd had access to.

You're not lost. You're in the work.